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[Tuesday
March 16th, 2010 at
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hellohello its march 16 already the year flew by didn't it. just had to updateee since the awkward turtle post. haha. a lot has been going on, so i think. the only thing i can rmb from early last week was mugging my ass and head off but ca4 was like that la i guess. not going to comment on it much except that so glad it's over! but pros exams are in 25 days? and i guess after this will be busy busy busy and braindraining but get through this obstacle! and it'll be clinicals! and then itll be exam again and it'll be holidays! :) can't wait really!
but super compacted and made the most out of my 3 day break! :) post ca was really cool because who knew singapore had such an awesome cafe in la salle! really envy them because it totally didn;t feel like singapore. and im always looking for those kind of quaint places. :) :) the school itself is huge! really good random company but i was too tired to go for linus' party afterward. that boy still made me feel worse by saying that he thought i was his true friend. oh dear. and missed ee's one also! :( oh but i went for felly's dance concert at nus high the next day! that girl is an amazing dancer and god knows how she juggles all her things esp with exams and all happening. i've really amazing friends. :) and i went for kalpy's 21st on sunday and it was reallly fun! there was very good north indian food with all the paneer and butter naan, some cool cottage cheese dish and all it was super delicious. made nazi ate the super sweet indian dessert ball thing coated in chocolate fondue. that was funny. i really felt very happy after good food so i think i should try new kinds of cuisine! pseudo gourmet-ish. but the company was especially great. :) played taboo and random things - good, clean fun. love you kalpy hope your 21st year willll be great! :) i even managed to go supper w my family afterwards so that was a good mix. :)
hmm what else. oh yesterday i watched alice in wonderland w meddies! :) i think it's not bad despite some of the negative reviews i've heard from people. the 3d glasses always make me feel dizzytizzy but i think the lead actress really grows on you. and i loved the colours. :)
a lot a lot more happened in between so i feel loaded w happiness already. :) so 3 days of fun, time spent with my bf, friends and family so it's time i get down to mugging the whole month away. i've told myself at the start of it not to get disillusioned with all the mugging and constantly remind myself what i'm studying for - to be a good doctor *repeats 1000 times to ingrain it into hippocampus and heart*. i do enjoy what i do and i want to be good at it, so it's sad if i get sidetracked and waylaid by the weariness and many distractions. okay so here's to the long month ahead. go m2s. :)
next happy relax milestone: the holiday movie drivethru on saturday! yey. :)
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[Tuesday
March 9th, 2010 at
1:01am] |
hahahahaha my og's latest craze who i then spread to the copycat boyfriend who's using the phrase like funfair now haha terribly cute. ok i seriously thought jonny came up with it but apparently it's well-known everywhere! hahaha such is my lack of a life that this amuses me to no end. so this is how you do it! one hand on top of each other and squiggle your fingers. ok off to do BRAIN patho before i concuss for the day. leave you with a diagrammatic representation from google images! hahaha. oh man. no point entry of the century! :) 
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[Thursday
March 4th, 2010 at
11:01pm] |
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sometimes, the right person comes around and makes you fall head over heels (again and again) and your life goes technicolour despite the stupid amount of workload. :) and it's not a typical love story that came easy. and in all honesty, that's what makes it beautiful and makes us treasure it all the more. there were the ups, the downs, a hell lot of craziness with much more hard work, resolution and compromise. and we find ourselves here in the cold night air, sitting side by side at the top of the long white staircase with the wind in our faces, finishing a tub of ben and jerry's that you somehow managed to appear with at my doorstep. your little surprises still make me :) and there's me being stupid as per usual and you being all excited about your presentation. and in that moment, there's all the certainty in the world that this love has always been, and will always be there. and it will always be enough for us. :)
i don't know how it can get better than this. :)
ok i'm sorry i'm either all of a mush or brainloaded/ confused nowadays. :p but nvm, i've neuro to give me a slap back to reality now. :) speaking of which, i think i have slight ptosis!!!!!!! oh my tian. okay shall get back to work now. there's added pressure to study BECAUSE i need my overseas holiday in may or i swear i will go crazy. do it once do it well! can't wait for clinical years actually where you actually get to apply all this theory you're trying so hard to mash into your brain.
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[Thursday
February 25th, 2010 at
10:26pm] |
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updating this just so when i look back, i remember that on feb 24th, i passed my driving test hell yeah oh yeah yeah yeah. :) first girl in the ftp club so awesome. haha i'm really happy. though i'm neither interested in driving around much nor excited at the idea. but next milestone will be to hijack a lorry so i can drive it! :) always wanted to do something like that god knows why. as in drive a large vehicle, not hijack one. good career option if things go wrong though. of course to prevent something like that from happening, i should probably continue with patho now which i still haven't finished. okay in 5 mins. aiyah realised no point mulling over that exams were about one week ago and just study for ca4 two weeks from now. plus there'll be random happy events like birthday parties and study dates with h so life won't be that boring! :)
today was crazy boring. lectures were quite interesting la i really like neuro but i kept dozing off and i must have looked quite a sight during break, slumped over my table sleeping on my thyroid notes. don;t know why im in a constant state of chronic fatigue nowadays. must be getting old seriously. i went for a run just now to loosen the muscles and joints but got tired after a short while. gave myself the excuse that it was getting dark so i headed back. lousy girl.
it's been a while since i felt deliriously happy, like nothing and noone in the world could bring you down. happy times, come soon thanks! :)
haha and new lj friend! haha hello sumin :D :D
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[Tuesday
December 29th, 2009 at
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I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn't the world. It wasn't the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, my cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don't know, but it's so painful to think. And tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.
- Jonathan Safran Froer
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